It has been since about May of this year when my life was...as best as I can describe...normal.
I do remember feeling anxious when home with nothing to do Wy is it I can't be happy alone? I have my moments but don't people usually enjoy their alone time, more than I have lately? I wish I could find something to keep my mind busy, writing doesn't really cut it, cause I usually write about how I feel, or my life... we all know it is no good to drowned in your sorrows, but what else could I do?
I really need a job, that would help a lot. that would fill some of my alone time, and give me money to begin having a normal life again.
I swear Odessa can sense when I begin feeling bad, she hops on my lap at jus the right times. Today I am going to find a way to keep my mind busy.
Update - 12:30am
Computer helped, but I didn't accomplish much...
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