Tonight while hanging with Danny I had this weird, indescribable mood come over me. Anxiety, stress, boredom, I think I might be becoming depressed. Which would be very possible with the way my life has crumbled. I hope everything will get bette soon. I hate being happy one day then feeling like a mess the next. I hope I can keep my hopes up long enough to earn & achieve what I need to make myself happy again. Even Odessa has suffered in all of this. (Odessa is my at the time 6 year old cat) I hope the Cohen's don't mind if she stays around for awhile, because I think she needs me as much as I need her right now...
I also hope that all this crap doesn't make me mess things up with Danny. I hope we are both strong enough to make it out of all this together, and HAPPY!
I need help focusing on getting things together, instead of being with Danny 24/7. I always put guys ahead of everything else that needs to be done... I wonder why that is...
-Moody
xoxo
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